the summer i was ten

[deepest_magic]

Bella is ten. School has let out; she spends one week at the beach with Renée, celebrating, and then from there Renée drives her up to Forks, and drops her off, with many hugs. Charlie picks her up, with some hugs, although not as many; it's not his way. Bella settles in for the summer. It is, if nothing else, cooler up here.

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[deepest_magic]

"Also I want to be immortal. It's probably easier to figure that out if I'm a doctor than if I decide to be helpful by running a food pantry," Bella muses.

[neverbeatme]

"It sounds like what you want is medical research, then," says Elizabeth.

[deepest_magic]

"Yeah, I probably wouldn't just be the kind of doctor you go and see. They only do things for their patients and it's not that many people."

[neverbeatme]

"Or you could be a judge. But that won't help with the immortality part."

[deepest_magic]

"Right. And judges have to do what juries say a lot of the time anyway, I think, I'm not sure they do as much as it sounds like or there wouldn't be a point to juries."

[neverbeatme]

"No, that's not what being a judge is for," she says. "I was thinking politics first, but I bet you wouldn't be really good at politics, but I bet you would be pretty good at law, and judges don't just sit around doing what juries tell them to, they set precedents and stuff."

[deepest_magic]

"Why wouldn't I be good at politics?" asks Bella curiously.

[neverbeatme]

"Too honest," she suggests.

[deepest_magic]

Bella laughs. "I can lie. I don't like it and I'm better at just saying the most useful parts of the truth, though."

[neverbeatme]

"I'm not sure that's what I meant," she says thoughtfully.

[deepest_magic]

Bella tilts her head.

[neverbeatme]

Elizabeth shakes hers.

"'Too honest' was mostly a joke. What I figured out about you is something else, but I don't know how to explain it. Just that there's skills you need to get elected to something, and you could learn them but you wouldn't be a natural, and it wouldn't suit you as much as other stuff."

[deepest_magic]

"How come you want to be a mathematician?" asks Bella.

[neverbeatme]

"Because I'd be really good at it."

[deepest_magic]

"What do mathematicians even do? My math teacher says it gets more interesting than adding fractions and finding least common denominators but he didn't explain how."

[neverbeatme]

"It gets way more interesting than that," laughs Elizabeth. "Mathematicians mostly go around proving things, and proofs are really fun. To me. They are not really fun to most people or there would be way more mathematicians around."

[deepest_magic]

"What kind of things do you prove?"

[neverbeatme]

"Um... think of it this way," she says. "Math is really just a pretty small set of pretty simple rules called axioms. All the interesting stuff like calculus and linear algebra, somebody had to figure out how to do, just based on those small simple rules. Mathematicians look at the rules, and everything that everybody else has already figured out about how they work, and they figure out new stuff from there. It's kind of like science, but with pure logic instead of the physical world."

[deepest_magic]

Bella thinks about this. "Huh," she says. "That sounds interesting. I don't know about fun, but if you think it's fun you should do it."

[neverbeatme]

"It is really fun!"

[deepest_magic]

"Okay then," says Bella. "Math for you, something to be figured out later for me."

[neverbeatme]

"Sounds like a plan."

[deepest_magic]

"Yes. An incomplete but totally good plan."

[neverbeatme]

"Hey, never underestimate the importance of the 'figure out what the heck you're doing' step," she says.

[deepest_magic]

"I never do," says Bella.