the golden age

[deepest_magic]

When the party has died down, Isabella, for one, is well and truly exhausted. She explores the palace until she finds a room with a bed in it, and into this bed she flops, still in her clothes and holding her staff and carrying the cordial in her pocket. She sleeps late, because the party kept her up so late and she hadn't really slept the night before; but around noon, she stirs, and gets up, and goes looking for James and wherever her backpack may have got to. The backpack she finds in the great hall where the principal mass of the party was; some enterprising creature took both bags from the battlefield at Beruna up to the castle for them, and she only wishes she knew who it was. She takes her bag to her room and carries James's with her and continues looking for her friend.

Comments

[neverbeatme]

"Yes," agrees James.

[deepest_magic]

The dwarves and one badger come to a conclusion about the best bet for sealing up the entrance Isabella was dragged into (the one best-known among civilian Narnians), and another dwarf and a rabbit have a second-best idea they suggest trying in parallel with the hole James and Isabella came out of. A bloodhound volunteers to look for other holes while they're investigating which hole-sealing method works best. Isabella agrees and sends them all off.

[neverbeatme]

"Even knowing ahead of time that it wasn't likely to be much fun, talking to Winter was remarkably depressing," says James.

[deepest_magic]

Isabella goes over and hugs her. "I probably would have found it depressing if I weren't busy being scared," she says. "He's a really unhappy person."

[neverbeatme]

She hugs back.

"I keep wondering if there might have been something I could've done about him earlier. But there isn't really anything I would have done differently without already knowing that Winter was off in the wilderness somewhere trying very hard to kill himself, and I couldn't reasonably have guessed that."

[deepest_magic]

"What would you have done if you'd known that? He really doesn't trust us - he has no reason to, really - you think you could have gotten through to him?"

[neverbeatme]

"Yes. The obvious way to make the approach would just be to pursue him exactly as though I very badly wanted to kill him."

[deepest_magic]

"...And then he'd make himself an easy target and then you'd talk to him. Yeah, I could see that working."

[neverbeatme]

She nods.

"But instead - this happened. And now I can't let him go, and can't even try very hard to kill him because it would upset people more. And he's... he's given up almost completely; all he seems to want is to prevent anyone else from getting hurt on his account. He's afraid to tell me about the tunnels because he wants to have somewhere to run if he somehow gets free, but I think he's going to come around on that soon."

[deepest_magic]

"How soon?"

[neverbeatme]

"I'm going to talk to him again within a few days, and I'll be surprised if he hasn't already decided to tell me."

[deepest_magic]

"Do you know if there's a way for him to be okay being alive?"

[neverbeatme]

"I don't have much hope of finding one at this point."

[deepest_magic]

"Yeah, would've been a bit much to hope for."

[neverbeatme]

"If he can be okay being alive at all, I don't think he can do it in the inescapable dungeons of Cair Paravel."

[deepest_magic]

"That would probably be a higher bar to clear, yeah. Can it be better? We could bring him books to pass the time, if nothing else."

[neverbeatme]

"Books might help a little. I'll ask."

[deepest_magic]

Nod, nod. Squeeze.

[neverbeatme]

Hug hug. Sigh.

"I think this might be the first time we've had this kind of - ongoing problem with no good solution. I don't like it."

[deepest_magic]

"I don't either. Maybe once you've found out what we need to know about the tunnels and so on we can find out if he's at least unconscious while he's heart-stabbed."

[neverbeatme]

"Yeah."

[deepest_magic]

"Which, if he's actually immortal and there's actually no solution, won't really help, but if there's a solution and it just takes us fifty years it could help a lot."

[neverbeatme]

She nods pensively.

[deepest_magic]

Squeeze.

[neverbeatme]

Yes, good, hugs. Hugs are so important.