deepest_magic | tuesday afternoon

Elizabeth's house is within walking distance. Bella goes over to it the following day, after lunch, carrying two extra clumsily-frosted but perfectly baked cupcakes in her hands and notebooks in her backpack.

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From:

deepest_magic

"Why is there a mean-sounding word for saying things that include things that aren't wrong? Do people not like to be right or something?" asks Bella with the tone of someone who has asked similar questions many times and never gotten a satisfactory answer.

From:

neverbeatme

"Cynical and idealistic aren't inherently related to right and wrong," says Elizabeth. "But kids aren't supposed to be cynical because we're not supposed to know any horrible things about the world yet."

From:

deepest_magic

"Then why did she even tell me about why we have secret ballots? The horrible things about that are pretty obvious. And if she'd just patted me on the head and said 'never you mind' then I might have been mad but I couldn't have done a whole lot about it if no grownups were willing to tell me."

From:

neverbeatme

"Just because people think things should be a certain way, doesn't necessarily mean they're good at making them turn out like that. Especially because a lot of this stuff is things people assume without really thinking about how it happens."

From:

deepest_magic

"People," says Bella expressively.

From:

neverbeatme

"Yep," says Elizabeth. "Also, you're being cynical again. But then, so am I."

From:

deepest_magic

Bella giggles.

From:

neverbeatme

Elizabeth grins.

From:

deepest_magic

"Maybe people will be less surprised by it when I am older."

From:

neverbeatme

"They probably will," she says. "But it might take a while."

From:

deepest_magic

"And there are probably no rules at all for how cynical immortal people are supposed to be."

From:

neverbeatme

"Depends. If you were ten years old forever, I bet you'd just keep getting trouble over it."

From:

deepest_magic

"I could look ten years old forever, but I couldn't be ten years old forever," says Bella. "I suppose my brain could quit growing, which would be bad, but as long as I could still learn things it wouldn't be all that bad. And I would have forever to figure out how to not look ten, if that was a drawback of however I was immortal that needed to be fixed."

From:

neverbeatme

"I mean 'be' as in physically, not chronologically. Looking ten years old would be the thing that'd confuse people, but only because they'd be assuming that you'd only lived for ten years and your brain and body worked like a ten-year-old's. Probably if your brain and body worked like a ten-year-old's forever, people would want you to keep being all cute and innocent and stuff even when they found out how old you really were; I don't know how they'd feel about it if you were an adult who just looked ten."

From:

deepest_magic

"I don't think anyone really knows how much of ten year old brains working different is because they need to physically grow more and how much of it is because the people who live in them have all only been around for ten years," says Bella thoughtfully. "I mean - how would you check?"

From:

neverbeatme

"There are developmental differences and stuff. But yeah, I don't think there's a way to get adults with ten-year-old brains and ten-year-olds with adult brains, at least not ethically."

From:

deepest_magic

"Yeah. How would you do it unethically?" muses Bella.

From:

neverbeatme

"Science can do some pretty weird stuff. I wouldn't be surprised if somebody at some point figured out how to change how fast people's brains develop."

From:

deepest_magic

"I suppose. People sometimes talk about 'mental age' but I don't think that's the same thing really."

From:

neverbeatme

"I don't think so either."

From:

deepest_magic

"I am looking forward to being grown up. My parents know I'm pretty responsible but they don't always act like it, and other people don't even know as much as they do."